Appendicitis

Hey guys!!
I'm writing this post for all you out there who are wondering how everything went, or if you're just curious to see how everything happened, and I'll give you a fair warning, it'll probably be length-y, but I'll also have a smaller summary on my Facebook page. :)
          Anyway, it all started Wednesday morning when I woke up feeling a bit nauseous and my stomach had some pains. It didn't start out too bad, but I stayed in bed until about 12:00 which is odd for me (not for Danielle, of course, haha, but I'm normally more of an early bird.) I woke up, took a shower and felt much better from when I woke up, but at 1:00 when my parents left with my grandparents to watch the younger kid's Tae-Kwon-Do class. I started feeling even more nauseous and lay on the couch for awhile before I went upstairs to rest. My stomach was hurting, but I thought it was bloating or gas, but it still felt a bit different, but I kind of expected it to fade out or something like that.
          After awhile, I ended up have diarrhea and throwing up a lot, so I guessed that I had caught a stomach bug, or even had food poisoning, but my stomach was still hurting throughout the whole process, but I guessed it would go away over time, and that it was just a part of the flu, or even a sign of having food poisoning. We thought it odd that nobody else had the same symptoms or even any kind of sickness close to what I was having, but I had been out and about a lot over the past week, so we thought that I may have gotten something from somewhere else or, like I said earlier, food poisoning.
          Anyway, Wednesday went by, and I was slightly uncomfortable with the pain in my stomach and nausea and had a very restless night, waking up every hour. On Thursday I stayed in bed for about until 10:00, only because it felt uncomfortable to try to sleep, and didn't feel very nauseated at all, but still noticed my stomach pains. I spent most of the day sleeping on the couch, or when I felt better, sitting at the dinner table chatting with my grandparents, or making sure I didn't get dehydrated by drinking lots of Gatorade, water, or Sprite. I still hadn't had much of an appetite for food though, and only snacked on 5 or 6 Cheese-Its.
          I was grateful that my mom brought home some Mylanta which helps with indigestion, bloating or a sour stomach, and it helped a little bit. I rested a lot on Thursday, and during the evening I lied down and watched Hunger Games with Danielle and my uncle, Asa. I think during that period of time was when my pain became increasingly more noticeable, because afterwards I had a really hard time walking because of the pain, but ended up still laying in my bed and sleeping for an hour.
          My parents knew I was having more pain, and knew for sure they were going to take me into the doctor's office the next day, but told me to MAKE SURE that I let them know if I need them to take me to the hospital during the night, and they also made sure that Danielle slept in the same room as me just in case she needed to get them. At about 1am, Danielle, being the awesome sister she is, woke me up and told me I was whimpering in my sleep, and asked if she needed to get my parents. I agreed, and they quickly came, and also looked up the symptoms of appendicitis, and they all matched up pretty well. The ride to Urgent Care was slightly painful with all the bumps in the road, but I made it there, and some wonderful nurses took excellent care of me.
          I ended up having to take CAT scan, and it took about an hour to get the results back, but at that point they were sure it was appendicitis. I started taking some anti-biotics and some medicine to help with the pain, and felt much better after that. They had me take a ride in the ambulance to get to the Children's hospital for my surgery. Believe it or not, it took from 1:30am through 6:30am to get my antibiotics, take my CAT scans, get my results from the CAT scan and get a ride over to the Children's hospital.
          I waited in the hospital for about another four and a half hours before my surgery actually started, and in between had many vital checks, medicines through IV, and also wonderful visitors!
          The surgery was said to last about an hour, and the last thing I remember was laying on the table with a mask pushed to my face and then I woke up in the Recovery Room feeling very dazed and with very blurred vision. I know my concept of time was way off, because my dad came in to see me and it felt like three minutes, when really half an hour had flown by! I also had some crazy dream-ish things every time I closed my eyes, lol! I guess they would be considered daydreams, but it was still very strange, hahaha!!! :)
          I was in a bit of pain after the surgery, but I quickly got medicine and lots of rest to feel better. :) It looks like I am going to be here at least through Monday, since my appendix was at the stage before rupture during surgery and they need to be sure that I don't get an abscess. If I don't, I'll be back home after the weekend, and If I do, then it might be another week here. :)
        So... if you live in the Omaha are, I definitely will not mind visitors! :) I'll just be here at the hospital!
        Thanks for enduring through this long blog post... I congratulate you for getting this far, lol!
          Sorry if the grammer isn't the best or if I have some run-on sentences. I tried to fit as much info as I could in this post!
Thanks guys!
~Katie

God's Mighty Power!

We had an amazing Youth Group night tonight! :) I really felt God's peace, and it really encouraged and uplifted me. I had a few thoughts on my mind that I wanted to share, so I am going to blog about it!
One thing to know before I start, is that I absolutely love Kari Jobe's song, "Revelation Song". To me, it has so much meaning, and gives me chills every time I listen to it (in a good way! ;) ) This, fortunately, was played by our awesome worship team, and I loved every minute of it!
A few lines really stood out to me, two of them being "Flashes of Lightning, Rolls of Thunder", and "Jesus, Your Name is Power" In the way it is sung, it is proclaiming God's mighty power, and his breathtaking works of art on the earth He has given us!
These lines made me remember a chapter of Psalms that is sometimes called "Psalm of the Thunderstorm". :) This Psalm reads:

"Ascribe to the Lord, O heavenly beings,1

cascribe to the Lord glory and strength.

2 Ascribe to the Lord the glory due his name;

worship the Lord in dthe splendor of holiness.2

3 The voice of the Lord is over ethe waters;

the God of glory fthunders,

the Lord, over many waters.

4 The voice of the Lord is gpowerful;

the voice of the Lord is full of majesty.

5 The voice of the Lord breaks the cedars;

the Lord breaks hthe cedars of Lebanon.

6 He makes Lebanon to iskip like a calf,

and jSirion like a young kwild ox.

7 The voice of the Lord flashes forth flames of fire.

8 The voice of the Lord shakes the wilderness;

the Lord shakes the wilderness of lKadesh.

9 The voice of the Lord makes mthe deer give birth

and strips the forests bare,

and in his temple all cry, “Glory!” "

 

~Psalm 29

 

This Psalm really emphasizes God's mighty power over the earth! A beautiful and admirable attribute to our powerful King of Kings! In the process of searching for this Psalm when I was reminded of it, I also came across another scripture that made me bear in mind an unforgettable experience I had with Danielle and my dad. :)

 

"When the waters saw you, O God,

When the waters saw you, they were afraid,

indeed the deep trembled,

The clouds poured out the water,

The skies gave forth thunder,

your arrows flashed on each side,

The crash of your thunder was in the whirlwind,

your lightning lighted up the world;

The earth trembled and shook"

 

~Psalm 77:16-17

 

Notice that I italicized "your lightning lighted up the world". This is the part of the verses that really stood out to me. :) All the verses really were about my experience, but for some reason, this one especially stood out to me. I'll clue you in on my story now. :)

One time there was a storm. The normal type of thunderstorm, with lightning and thunder (of course ;) ) and heavy rain. It was at nighttime, so the windows flashed and contrasted the dark outside.

After the storm had somewhat "passed" over us, we had strolled out to the deck to watch the lightning.

 The sky somehow "shone" a brilliant, deep, majestic purple, with black complimenting the ends of the sky. All around us, fluorescent lightning randomly emerged from the heavens, branching out and disappearing. But it wasn't a situation in which every once in awhile, a deep, thunderous roar would signal the approach of a single branch of lightning.

The night was silent, and the crickets were beginning to chirp again. It was still, but you could feel the energy of nature at the same time. All across the sky, lightning bolts continually flashed, as if God Himself was composing it. In fact, it was EXACTLY as if the Lord was putting on a beautiful show for us to enjoy His beautiful works. It was random, but at the same time... not... haha, if that makes sense.

 The silence and peace also added to the effect, and we all truly enjoyed it. We went inside before it ended, because just when it seemed like it would stop, it would continue stronger. My parents were worried about us getting shocked by lightning, and us staying up too late. I don't know how long it went on for, but it was still going on when I went to sleep. It was truly an amazing experience.

 

It astounds me, that a Creator so unique, and mind blowing would want to be with us and know us! :) That He would send His Son to die for us... and not only us, but for our sins.

So tonight I want to just take the time to thank our Lord for his stunning acts, and his desire to be with us, as sinning human beings!

Humility (Part Two)

In the bible, it shows us MANY examples of how to be humbe. There are people to obeyed God's word, willingly, and showed humility in some of the hardest situations. The first one I want to talk about is Mary. This is what happens in Luke 1:30-38

"But the angel said to her, “Do not be afraid, Mary; you have found favor with God. You will conceive and give birth to a son, and you are to call him Jesus. He will be great and will be called the Son of the Most High. The Lord God will give him the throne of his father David, and he will reign over Jacob’s descendants forever; his kingdom will never end.”

“How will this be,” Mary asked the angel, “since I am a virgin?”
The angel answered, “The Holy Spirit will come on you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you. So the holy one to be born will be called the Son of God. Even Elizabeth your relative is going to have a child in her old age, and she who was said to be unable to conceive is in her sixth month. For no word from God will ever fail.”
“I am the Lord’s servant,” Mary answered. “May your word to me be fulfilled.” Then the angel left her. "
 How would you feel if an angel asked you to give birth to the Son of God? Scared? Nervous? I know I would! Mary is the perfect example of humility in this situation! We should say, "I am the Lord's sevant" just as she did to every situation, no matter how hard it is to do. I know I really struggle with doing this.

Another great man of the bible is John the Baptist. He knew of Jesus coming, and clearly made it known that he is worthy, and that Jesus was much greater than him. Matthew 3:11 says
“I baptize you with water for repentance. But after me will come one who is more powerful than I, whose sandals I am not fit to carry. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and with fire.”
John the Baptist was humble by not thinking he was the greatest, and that is what made him seem so great! You see how humility makes you the best? Later, Jesus asked him to baptize him. John did, but not with pride. With humility. John was a great man.

In Mark 12:41-44, a widow gave everything she had to the church, which was only a couple small copper coins. Jesus makes a point, that really, she gave more than the rich people "Jesus sat down opposite the place where the offerings were put and watched the crowd putting their money into the temple treasury. Many rich people threw in large amounts.  But a poor widow came and put in two very small copper coins, worth only a few cents. Calling his disciples to him, Jesus said, “Truly I tell you, this poor widow has put more into the treasury than all the others.  They all gave out of their wealth; but she, out of her poverty, put in everything—all she had to live on.”          This widow showed humility. She gave EVERYTHING she had to go to the church... EVERYTHING!! What if you gave everything you have to the church? That would be hard, sometimes being humble is hard. I am sure God blessed her! Now for my favorite verse: Acts 5:40 &41 "They (The Jewish leaders) called the apostles in again. They beat the apostles and told them not to speak in the name of Jesus again. Then they let them go free. The apostles left the meeting full of joy because they were given the honor of suffering disgrace for Jesus" The apostles were so faithful to Jesus! They gave everything up for Jesus, followed him, and watched him perform many miracles, and then he got taken away, and suffered and tortured then died on the cross! Then they go out and preach the Word. They get beaten by the people who killed Jesus, and they were overjoyed? I don't know about you, but that is just crazy (in a good way)! I wrote another blog post on this one, but I wanted to show how it related to humility.   Now for the most humble person of all, JESUS!! There are so many examples of how was humble, like speaking to crowds, being with the little children and taking his time to heal people and help people know God. But the most humble thing anyone has ever done, was Jesus sacrificing himself. When I was little I used to think. Yeah, if it were me, I would die on a cross to save everyone. But it's more complex than that. First of all, Jesus knew, that still, although he scarificed himself, not everyone would take that opportunity to know Jesus and to thank him. In fact, people are AGAINST christianity and don't believe he ever did that. Second of all, he was a king, and he should have been treated like royalty. But that's not how it worked. He went below everyone, he didn't rise above everyone and announce "I AM THE KING AND EVRYONE SHOULD BOW DOWN TO ME!!" Instead he went to the poor and washed people's feet. Also, it's not as simple as just"dying on the cross". He got whipped, and was weak and had to carry his own cross, and his hands and feet were nailed to the cross. It's not like it was a quick and painless death. He stayed on the cross for hours until he died, and even then, taking up the sin of the world, God, his own father, had to look away (How would you feel if your father had to look away from you and not be able to support you in this time of suffering?). Another thing, is Jesus had the choice of angels to save him, and bring him to heaven. But he didn't. Honestly, now, I think I would ask angels to save me. I would be terrified. But Jesus knew what was right, and really, we should be humble to him BECAUSE of what he has done, and many other reasons, like how subjects are humble to their kings. Humility solves many things. I did not wirte these two blog posts just to say that you are all prideful and sinful and you should be humble blah blah blah. I wrote these, because I struggle with humility, especially with all of my brothers and sisters. God will always love you, and be proud of you  no matter what you do. Humility just makes your relationship with God better, and you, generally, happier. I researchedthe bible and wrote this to help you (and definietly me) find this key to happiness. Jesus is happiness, and humility helps you discover more about Jesus because that was who he was: humble.

Humility (Part one)

Humility (or being humbled) is where you are below someone, acting somewhat like a servant, ready to help with the little tasks God want you to do. *The word humus came from the Greek word meaning dirt, so basically being humbled means to be below someone.* That is from the amazing book Making Brothers and Sisters Best Friends. I recommend anyone, yes, even if you are best friends with your siblings, to read it. 

The world has a different view than us Christians. They don't want to be BELOW people. They want to be ABOVE everyone which is impossible. Only God can fill that place. Imagine this, a pyramid of people, stacked on top of one another standing. The people at the bottom don't look very comfortable, with shoes jabbing into their shoulders. The people up top are beaming, and pleased with themselves looking down upon evryone else. What if the unhappy people at the bottom go for a mad scramble to the top. What happens then? The pyramid tumbles, and everybody falls. It fails. That would happen to our world if we didn't have humble people. THE WORLD NEEDS HUMBLE PEOPLE!!! Now, imagine the people at the bottom, beaming, along with the people up top, even though they are uncomfortable. Pleased to support people, even though they are the lowest. The pyramid stays up and SUCCESS!! That is our world with a stable ground! What the world doesn't realize, is that being humble gets you to the top! Not the bottom. God has a plan for you, but being humble, is a part of the plan... a HUGE part of it!!

I was thinking. Why do we use humiliation, to descride embarassment? So I decided to search it on Google, and the first thing that came up was this defintion:“Humiliation is the abasement of pride, which creates mortification or leads to a state of being humbled or reduced to lowliness or submission.”  Humiliation is basically, when you're prideful and say or do something, that brings you down, makes you humbled. It embarrasses you. It is like me standing up saying, "I am an awesome big sister, the best ever," and I was bragging about it. Than Danielle comes up  and starts to list my faults in front of everyone. I would be made humbled.  (Sorry, I know it isn't a very good example, but do you get my point?) It doesn't mean that this is the Christian way to be humbled. To be humbled like a Christian is to act lower than other people, but do it with a good, happy, serving heart, and to do it because you love God, and not for praise!
           Matthew 6 1-3 says, "Be careful not to practice your righteosness in front of other to be seen by them. If you do, you will have no reward from your Father in heaven. So when you give to the needy, do not announce it with trumpets, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and on the streets, to be honored by others. Truly I tell you, they have received their reward in full. But when you give to the needy, don't let your left hand know what your right hand is doing. " So this verse says, that God will reward you for the things you think no one knows about. He has seen you and is pleased. Showing off will not make you happy, just prideful. Just remember, God will be proud and delighted in you, his servant! There are some things, that you can't help people notcing your good acts. As long as you aren't bragging or making a huge deal of it! Everyone has done that at times, though. Also, just a thought,What do you think of other people who brag? Do you want to be like them? What do you think of people who are humble in secret?

            When I went to Peter Sarpy Elementary School, we did single file lines to get from one place to another. I remember always wanting to be the first in line. Everyone wants to be up front. So imagine the world as a single file line. The rockstars, VIP'S, and actors/ millionares are up front. The Christians are in the back. Some may be trying to get up to the front, and some are content with where they are. The Christians that are trying to get up front, end up totally neglecting the Christians in back, wanting to look great to the world, in the front of the line. All of the sudden, when we get to heaven, the line is turned around! The people in the back, are now up front, and the people up front are now in the back! This is what will happen. Like Matthew 20:16 says, "So the last will be first and the first will be last".

 

A Dwindling Light

Sitting by the fire

Watching the flames grow higher and higher

 With this great light I cannot see

The small candle that is dwindling

By my side it stays

Long day after long day

So intrigued, fascinated at the flames

I do not see how I've turned away

Yet through this time, the fire grows dark

Bringing forth a great test, a test of the heart

And when the fire has blown away

The dwindling light is here to stay

It guides me through the cruel darkness of night

And at this time is even more bright

Then the fire that had lead me astray

This dwindling light had shown me the one way

And is here to stay forever and ever

One thing I know is that I will never

Turn my back on this dwindling light

With that I would now trust with my life

A Christmas Story: A Poem I Wrote

The Christmas Story

Once upon a time, there was a rich, spoiled girl,

Who had among her, many diamonds and pearls,

Whenever she asked for something, it was there,

yet with all her wealth, she had no kindness to spare

she didn't realize it yet, but she was on a search,

for something of a bigger, better worth,

something that gold and silver can't buy,

she didn't realize it, until another girl caught her eye,

the girl she saw shone as brightly as the sun

a quality that comes from only the attitude of God's son,

she served her heart with kindness and joy

the rich girl decided, her, she wanted to employ,

so she went over to her, with a nasty smirk,

saying, "At my palace, you will work"

The girl stared at her, her face looking amused,

"I'm sorry," she said, "I think you're confused

I have to stay here, my father is sick,

If I left to your palace, the results would be tragic,”

The rich girl had no sympathy, you could see it in her eyes,

she glared and her, and gave her a reply,

"I want you at my palace, and I want you there now!

so be there tomorrow, and maybe I'll allow,

you to visit you father, once a while,"

She had on her face, a sick, cruel smile,

and continued on saying her mean threat, "And if you refuse,

what would happen to you would not be good news,"

The nice girl, knew that the other was a person of power,

that she could make you miserable, in less than an hour

so the next day at the palace, the kind girl was there,

hoping, she's left her dad, with great care,

the rich girl said, “Come and sit by this Christmas tree,

from you I want to hear a Christmas story”

the nice girl took a deep breath and said

“Okay, here it goes, I'll go right ahead

Jesus was born in a manger fast asleep

Laying next to the horses and sheep

Mary and Joseph looked at him in awe

That little baby was a king that they saw

And all through the night a bright star shone

To show three wise men where to go

Bringing each a gift of myrrh, frankincense, and gold

For the newborn king to behold

An angel came during the night

And said to Joseph "Do not fright

But go to Egypt, and stay there and hide

For baby Jesus, King Herod has spied"

The rich girl questioned "What? Who is this guy?

what is this all about a bright star in the sky,

I want to know how, and I want to know why!"

The nice girl smiled, and then replied,

"Well, Jesus, our king, he had no pride,

He layed his life down at this earth,

and showed everybody how to find our life's worth

he was tortured when he died,

and although he was a king,he made a great sacrifice

to us, people who don't deserve his grace

but not only that, he loves us, he accepts us, and to us, he embraces

So please, follow me in my fellowship with Jesus,

He is somebody who will come and lead us

And take of us, the sheep of his pasture,

your life with gold and riches, will all pass, your

life with Jesus will always last!"

The rich girl thought, she thought with care

and finally said, "You said He will always be there

and that He loves us, and for us he would even die

I think maybe I'll give it a try,

right now, you shouldn't be here!

Go to your father, and to him be near,

what you have shown me during this time,

shows that my whole entire life has been a crime,

Do you think He'll accept me, do you think he loves me?

I have been so wrong, maybe if I plea

He'll take me to be, His beloved child,

do you think he'll accept me, or say I am too wild?"

The nice girl said without hesitation,

“Yes, He loves you, and even this entire sinful nation

the sins that you've committed he'll forgive

and you, my friend will always live

Just bow your head down, and give him a prayer,

My friend, trust me, he's already there!"

With that she left to see her father

leaving the rich girl, alone and unbothered,

the next day when she saw her, she was bright as the sun,

and the nice girl could tell, what Jesus had done.

No Season Like Winter

Advancing forward in a white wonderland, I take in the glistening, beauty of the snow. Mystifying, detailed flurries finish working their way to the ground, clinging onto my hat and coat. The fresh, untouched snow radiates, like twinkling stars contrasting the darkness of night. Pale and dove-gray, overcasting clouds hover over my head, as the last few snowflakes drift to the heavy blanket of snow. The sound of carolers break the silence, their outstanding voices carrying on in the air. After listening to them, I casually stroll inside, smelling a welcoming, peppermint and chocolate aroma, while peeling off my winter gear. Accepting a cup of steaming hot chocolate, I plop down beside our glowing Christmas tree, thinking, there is no season like winter!